hihiX.... ermz... shall tok bout yesterday first.. kk.... ermz.. yesterday hor.... after school got take photos... ning, hwee ing and shu jun got bring cam..... hiyo... took quite alot of photos... den i hate to take photo actuallie, but i can't yan zhen zhen see the whole grp of ppl's photo destroyed cos i nv smile... and they took my individual photo oso... wad they wanna do with it....? me so ugly.... will only pollutr their camera and EYES.....so regretful.. should haf be lyk sam, stand a side... later the photos with me come out SURE not nice wan... i tell you(i am toking to my dear diary).... hiaz..... is lyk i smile not nice, and i am so fake... my teeth not strait... eeeekkkzzzzz..... but they willing to take photo with me, i assume* i am not loathed by them... i everytime very scared they dun fren me or outside their heart fren me, den inside their heart they dun fren me, jus faking.... will tt happn one day.... ? and after tt day of the spilling incident hor... i am trying to play less... tok less in class...(i am trying... but tt hwee ing owaes ask me questions, wad can i do? esp during chin lessons when the cher keeps looking at me, so scarry, but when i dun respond to the person toking to me properly, would be like very rude.... and tt hwee ing will ask: ting, why u so guai? why u so concentrated to the chers? --- me:is tt smth wrong..? keeping quiet is smth wrong huh.... got any rule say mus NOT concentrate in claz wan mehz? and summor she got say b4 she wanna study well and do well during the 2nd term.. so.. she can get scholarship(listen diary, its the $500 wan, not the $300 wan....(even shu jun, as a bookworm/nerd(jkjk) onli get $300, and hwee ing as a playworm wans to get $500? mebbe she can cos her psle aggre is 232, dun play play lehz, i think should be the highest in class) well... it depends on her... cos she got time she rather go shopping w/o money than to stay hm and study.... haiz.... why am i toking abt her...? it's like i hate her alot.. haha.. i am not.... i am jus telling you(diary) bout a future to comr 'miracle'... hahakz... u know, i like to criticize her mahz... hehe... )no matter wad i will still continue with my lameness... mebbe lameness is something some ppl dun like, who cares?... tt's my style.... k, all i kept saying is to change, but... CAN I DO IT???? no, i can't.... (if there are any other ppl reading this entry, pls dun correct me and say... ah... mus change huh.. when i doing smth wrong... pls dun...) why can't i...? cos a leopard nv changes its spots....kk... hands tired liaoz...

buaiX...

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