I'm utterly disheartened by first math paper today.
I'm really stupid and slow.
Why cant my brain be more flexible.
Why did I choose this route?
Depressed.
Dispirited.
3 years. 3 years wasted?
Expecting me to go through a 4yr Alevel course? OMG.
I dont think time can produce a good cert for me. I need a better brain.
If the rest of the papers continue to dishearten me at such a rate, I think I might break down before all papers end.
Miss little Brain inside my skull, Can you PLEASE cooperate with me...?
Will you please increase your capacity for me...
I think I'm going crazy. T.T
Bye.
love is, 9:07 PM.